I looked at Lindsay’s entry and it just got me thinking about a lot of the stuff that has happened in the last few days and that I refuse to lament on these things for the sake of not divulging all the information that I have (I prefer not to be completely vulerable), but I thought I should say something, if for anything the whole “Well, take it or leave it but I’m saying it so there” mentality of livejournals.
Anywho, she’s so right when she spoke about how important it is to have uplifting Christian friends of the same sex. There is only so much one can (and should) speak about their faith to the opposite sex. I can’t honestly speak about my troubles with lust and sex and porn (things every single guy struggles with) with a girl as I can with a guy. It’s not the same. Girls, alas, truly understand what it is to be a man about as much as we understand them. The only woman I figure I’ll get close to understanding completly is my wife, and even then I’m fully expecting to get curveballs thrown at me.
Secondly, I wanted to say how blessed I am to have my friends, but to have Lindsay’s friends too… they’ve all be so honest and open and caring towards myself and her. I’m thankful that they have told me the truth and haven’t either been rude to me or been overly friendly.
Thridly, and briefly, I am truly sorry about the whole Crimson thing. I didn’t mean for things to happen the way they did. Sometimes I still mess up plans. 95% of the time I’m able to keep myself in line and make my schedule work… this time I messed up and I apologize greatly for that. The last thing I ever want to do is to disappoint or hurt. But in this situation I have, and I apoligize.
Ah well… that’s about it for now. It’s the WEEKEND! WOWOWOWOWOWIE!
…See You Space Cowboy.