thanks for the concern. i apprecatie it, and understand that i rarely get into these moods and shout out my anger and frustration
there are things you begin to notice that are more beautiful after something like this whole thing
friends and family are more precious and trust is something never to be unappreciated
and in the end, i realized that God must cut away chaff, no matter how painful, to scuplt us into something more perfect
this was simply a painful wake-up call, but the joy in the end will more than make up for the temporary frustrations
also, in a few weeks this won’t matter. after a point, the past does dissappear when it is no longer the present.
peace and love.