Hannah said something a couple weeks ago that made me laugh because it's so true: usually, there's a song that's been written that describes how you're feeling. The last week or so is no exclusion. And, so everyone understands, my lousy week comes mostly from Stephanie passing away and my subsequent emotional overload. It's a tough experience as a staff person during your first major emergency like that, and while I could handle it then, I certainly struggled a little afterwards. But, time is a great healer, and I'm feeling better now.
Anyway, enough of me, here's the song (And ps – it might be one of John Mayer's best songs anyway, so try to get ahold of it if you can):
Perfect Sense – John MayerThis will all make perfect sense someday I'll be A-Okay All my bills have all gone paid I shit the bed I broke the bank This coulda been a slow song A laundry list of all my wrongs But at the end of the day This is my beautiful disaster piece I've made Gonna laugh I know the pain is here This will all make perfect sense someday I'll be A-Okay There's got to be a reason for the rain I don't understand the numbers But my faith is in the math And the odds are all this pain will even out in the end And we'll look back and laugh And to all the hearts I've broken And the ones that once broke mine I've got suspicions, all will be forgiven in time All you gotta do is call 'em up and say that, thatThis will all make perfect sense someday I'll be A-Okay There's got to be a reason for the rain And if it ever gets bad I mean really bad I'll move to Nova Scotia Forget the life I had I'll be up at 9 each morning Down by the shore Collecting things that fell off boats in storms Well ok so I might never But it's nice to know the option's there This will all make perfect sense someday I'll be A-Okay There's got to be a reason for the rain And it doesn't help That I keep biting my lip in the same place