This week has been one of the more difficult in my short life thus far. Consider:
- I drove upwards of 1000 miles in 4 days from Erie to Grove City to Cranberry to Saxonbug to Butler to Grove City to Butler to Cranberry to Westminster Highlands to Erie to Greenford to Youngstown to Greenford to Youngstown to Greenford to Youngstown to Erie.
- Half of that driving was for my grandfather’s surgery. It went well, but it was stressful, and I had about 3 hours of sleep the night before it, so I was tired, and haven’t really woke up yet.
- I’ve had to make up for mistakes from being burnt out in May after everything that happened then. Mainly, I’ve had to fix not really taking care of my keys to well to the apartment building, and now more recently I can’t find my walkie-talkie.
I feel frustrated because I’m making up for things I did months ago, and feel like I’m being drug around so that I can’t take the time to reflect and get going.
I’m better than how I’ve performed, and while I know I’ve had stuff happen, it’s still frustrating.
God still loves me. I have a life. I have a soul. Tomorrow will be a new day, and my students will come. I will feel like the capable staff memeber I am. It’s the interim that always sucks.